Pumpkin Waffles
I Wanna Be THAT Girl!
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the people in my life that have helped my become, overcome, and learn to fly. We are each made up of so many different experiences and share many relationships – all those things contribute to who we are today and some leave a lasting impression and make us stretch to become a little bit better each day.
I realize I will never be able to repay these people for their role in my life, but I do wish to pay-it-forward in some small way.
I will never be able to say thank you to Karen LaGuisa who taught my 12-year-old church class. I was the one never paying attention – talking at all the wrong times – generally being disruptive. SHE was the one writing me sweet notes (still have a few of them), putting her arm around me and telling me she loved me, and telling me how awesome I was. Wow – talk about looking at the heart! She is STILL amazing.
I will never adequately be able to say thank you to JoLynn Holt whose influence was critical in my life during my difficult teenage years. She always loved. She was kind. She did not judge. She taught me the importance of allowing others to “just be”. Given enough love and acceptance MOST people will eventually pick themselves up and become something beautiful. I cannot think of her without tearing up a bit. She was, and still is, a most beautiful woman inside and out.
I can never say thank you loud enough to my high school basketball coach who taught me that hard work and persistence are always worth the effort. She taught me the power of positive thinking. I remember laying on the gym floor “visualizing” myself making 10 free-throws and thinking how ridiculous it was – only to find that my 9-10 out of 10 free-throw shots starting “dropping” consistently. She taught us to work together as a team. You can have 5 amazing players but if they don’t work together they will still be a mediocre team. She had a passion for sports and for life. LOVE her still and every one of the girls I played with all those years.
How do you say thank-you and tell your own mother how much you love her?! Really! How do you do that?! I know for me, I just want my children to be happy. I want them to have solid family relationships. I want them to teach my grandchildren about God and The Plan of Salvation so they will know how to return to Him. I want them to view their lives through the eyes of gratitude. To count their blessings. I want them to pay-it-forward and bless the lives of those around them in every way they can. I want them to be true to those things that they know to be right.
Maybe, in some small way, I have told my mother thank you. I learned to serve from watching my own mother. I have tried to mirror her kindness, her constant reaching out to other (really, she has never met a stranger!). I LOVE my husband with all my heart and never look outside of our relationship – I already know there is nothing better. My boys – and now, their beautiful families – are my whole life! And I would simply not have it any other way. She taught me to find joy in the small things, to be content with what you have, to take pride in a clean/organized home.
And my dad…. he has always worked hard to provide for our family. He is generous with others. He has always honored my mother. He always expected us to be the very best that we were capable of. He expected integrity in everything we did. He taught by example as much as by word. He is a man of strength and courage. And I love him.
My husband is AMAZING! I have to say it, I am a handful. He is always kind, loving, accepting. Once, a few years after I had lost 80 pounds we were watching a little video and he suddenly said, “Wait, what was that?!”. I said, “You mean my fat arm?!” He said, “Replay that part again.” I did. It was my fat arm – huge and ugly. He sat stunned for a moment and said in a quiet voice, “I never saw you that way.” I believe him. I have struggled with my weight since I was 14. He always tells me not to worry – “just more of me to love.” God bless that man for being that way. He really does mean it. He has told me he wishes I could see myself through his eyes for just 30 seconds – that I would never see myself the same way again. How do you thank someone for that?! Really, what a beautiful gift. Saying things like that only works if you REALLY MEAN IT! He has always truly been the “wind beneath my wings”. When I first started in Real Estate, he asked me what my goal for my first year was. I hadn’t even thought about it, so being a bit sarcastic – I said, “I just want to make more money than you!” Without missing a beat, he said, “And how can I help you do that?! How can you NOT be successful with that kind of support?! When the kids were little, he was always the “soft” one, the voice of reason, the fun daddy! I was firm and strict and ridiculous! Always demanding the perfection I could not seem to obtain myself. Sometimes I wish I could go back and know what I know now and have a do-over. But there is only the moving forward. No going back. I pray every day that my sons will be better parents than I ever was. That they will be THEIR daddy! He is long-suffering. Trust me, almost 33 years with me now and he is still here – EVERY DAY – being amazing. He loves me-faults and all-how do you pay that back?!
I want to be THAT person. The soft voice (I don’t even know if that is genetically possible! I come from a LOUD family….), the accept-you-wherever-you-are person. I want to love without condition. I want to motivate someone to be better because of my good example. I want to offer a genuine smile, a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, a high-five when merited. I want to serve someone who can never repay me. I want to be a team-player. I want to be known as a woman of integrity, one who works hard. I want to be generous and genuine. I want to be true to myself, to my family, to my God.
There are lots of books written on finding happiness, but true happiness comes from being THAT girl. When I pass on, as someday I will, I hope that I will be remembered as one who loved freely and fully. Yep – I wanna be THAT girl!
Gonna pay-it-forward! NEVER going to forget ALL that have blessed my life. I couldn’t possibly name them all, but I CAN be a little bit better everyday! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your role in my life and for making me a little bit better….I truly am so G.R.A.T.E.F.U.L.
Now go out and be THAT girl (or boy). 🙂
Caramels – Like See’s
wrapped and ready to go! |
cut caramel |
partial caramel slab |
2 cups sugar
1 3/4 cups dark Karo syrup
1/2 lb. butter (no substitutes)
1 pint whipping cream
1 tsp vanilla
1 cup walnuts
Cook sugar, Karo, butter and 1/2 cup cream until mixture reaches a rolling boil. Add remainder of cream slowly and cook to a stiff ball or 243 degrees on candy thermometer. (NOTE: For Utah and higher elevations, adjust temp to 235 degrees)
Remove from heat and add nuts and vanilla. Pour into buttered 9 X 13 X 2″ pan and let cool overnight. Cut into squares and wrap in waxed paper. Absolutely the best caramel EVER!
You can also cook to 240 degrees; roll out on waxed paper, put marshmallows in center and roll into a log. Let set and slice and wrap in waxed paper.
I have seriously never had better caramel anywhere!
Make sure you are using a candy thermometer and watch closely – it climbs quickly and one degree makes a difference!
New Garage Door!
A ‘sort of” view of the old garage door. |
New garage door |
New garage door and my son’s car (hee hee) I was clearly too lazy to move it. 🙂 |
Random Pics From May
Izze on her “little” slide |
Izze being ridiculous! |
Izze at the chimney fountain. |
Mmmmm yummy irrigation water grandma! |
My beautiful roses from my son Jonathon (who lives in our basement apartment with Izze) on Mother’s Day |
At the zoo with daddy |
New Front Lighting!
These are pics of my “before” lighting. I have always wanted to upgrade it, but just haven’t ever gotten around to it.
Garage lighting |
front porch lighting |
New front porch light and front door |
New front porch lighting |
New Garage lighting |
I doubt anyone else even notices, but I LOVE them and they put a smile on my face every time I pull up to the house. Good enough for me!
Spring It On!
As you know, I freaking love spring! It is my favorite time of year! I enjoy every minute spent weeding, trimming and prepping the beds. I shot these pics several weeks ago (and then couldn’t find my camera cable) and am amazed at how much the garden has grown since then. I have had my first day lilies blooming, my peonies are opening, and my grapes are going crazy this year! I so enjoy taking my computer out and listening to my water features, the birds singing, and the hummers as they dive-bomb each other! It brings peace to my chaotic life. Izze, nearly 2 now loves to be outside, especially if water is involved.
Beautiful yellow bird chillin’ in my yard |
and from a distance |
Grand-kid play thing – who says they are spoiled rotten? |
Table that came with the above |
Archway to garden terrace |
Back yard rear fence |
More rear view |
Peonies getting ready to bloom |
Rockers at rear of yard |
Rear of yard |
More of back yard |
South east corner of yard – this is where the quail congregate |
East side of yard |
Succulent bird bath |
East side yard |
Fountain on east side yard |
Small table and chairs on the east side of house – best place on a hot day as it is always shaded. |
Chimney pot fountain |
Chimney pot with japanese maple and bird house on east side |
East side/front yard |
Looking to the south on the east side |
Fairy watching over my east garden beds |
East side yard bench and path |
Izze by the weeping rock – she LOVES anything to do with water! |
Izze, bird house and weeping rock |
Birdhouse against rear of house |
pathway leading up from basement apartment |
Old school bell gifted from my parents |
Sitting area under water-proofed deck |
Another view of the play house |
Front bench and Japanese Maple |
Front porch/door with small water feature |
My crazy up-cycled owl and one of the flower pots |
Izze by the mill stone fountain |
Swing now in the front looking toward the mountains |
Front view from west |
Fruit tree terrace – pumpkin vines are already coming up! |
West side yard |
Izze on my metal flower bench front west yard |
Are you done yet grandma?! |
Grape vines behind bushes in rear yard |
Archway to garden boxes |
Quail hang out |
East rear side yard |
Weeping rock |
New Floor!
So here is the original floor:
Tile in kitchen/dining – wood in family room |
Tile in entry way and wood in family toom |
Family room looking into the kitchen |
Laundry room |
Close up of kitchen tile (‘cuz I love it so much!) |
I came home to this (mask on top of my porch owl) – the workers have a sense of humor! |
Family room with mortar and screen down |
Hallway to garage |
Didn’t want you to miss the dust I am telling you about – unbelievable! |
Did I mention I am slightly OCD? |
That is my cook-top in my island…. |
The demo dust was like a light snow – settling over everything! |
The next day, the workers did this! (Probably hoping they would not kill him off) 🙂 |
Original fireplace – hard to see the tile surround, but kind of an orangy yucky tile (it matched the entry way tile) |
Travertine tile surround |
Travertine tile surround – don’t know if you can see it, but they did a tile chair rail at the top edge of the bench. LOVE this~! I am no photographer, but trust me when I say it is MUCH better! |
New floor in family room – actually is a bit darker in person |
Too much light – it is much darker! |
Close up of floor – doesn’t it look just like a hand-scraped wood floor? |
Entry way and transition to wood floor in living room |
Kitchen floor |
Dining area |
Another view of the kitchen |
Overall SUPER pleased with this project! Wish I was a better photographer though – this is why I use a professional photographer for all my photo-shoots for my listings. Ha Ha Ha!
NOTE: Some of you have asked where we purchased the floor – Factory Flooring in Tooele 801-250-0395 – I always work with Jeff, but they are all great!
My installer was Don Morrow with Amazing Tile 801-913-8824
Lemon Blueberry Bread With Blueberry Cream
2 sticks butter, softened
2 2/3 cups, sugar, divided
4 cups all-purpose flour
4 teaspoons baking powder
1 teaspoon salt
4 large eggs
1 cup milk
3 cups blueberries
1/2 cup fresh lemon juice
Preheat the oven to 350
degrees. Grease and flour 2 9×5” loaf pans.In a large bowl with mixer beat butter and 2 cups of the sugar on medium/high speed until light and fluffy, about 5 minutes.
Meanwhile, in a medium bowl, combine the flour, baking powder and salt.
With mixer speed on low, add eggs, one at a time, beating after each addition until well blended and scraping bowl down occasionally. Alternately add flour mixture and milk, mixing just until blended. Gently stir in the blueberries. Spoon batter into loaf pans.
With skewer, prick top and sides of warm cake. In a small bowl, mix lemon juice and 2/3 cup sugar. With pastry brush, brush top and sides of warm cake with the lemon glaze. Cool cakes on rack.
For Blueberry Cream:
1 cup of whipping cream
1/2 cup blueberries
2 tablespoons confectioner’s sugar (or regular sugar) to taste
Whip cream and sugar together, adding sugar and tasting until desired sweetness is reached. Add the blueberries and whip just a little, until the blueberries and just crushed and the whipped cream turns blue. NOTE: These can also be made in mini-bundt pans. –adjust cooking time.
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Anyone Know A Good Hit-Man?
So there’s a woman that keeps showing up in my life….She is there every time I look in the mirror. She says things like, “too fat”, “getting old”, “another wrinkle!”, “ugly”, and the ever present “YOU ARE NOT ENOUGH!”. I am sick of her. I need to find a way to get rid of her FOR GOOD! To date, I have tried drowning her (not enough tears….), locking her out (always finds a way back in), and running her down with the car – (darn thing always gets back up!). I have limited success – she is silent for a time – but always shows back up louder and more obnoxious than before. She came to visit for the first time when I was about 12 and has been a frequent visitor ever since. She takes few vacations and completely zaps me of my strength!
I know that I should just ignore her, shut her down for good, but no matter my resolve she continues to haunt me. So, really, does anyone know a good hit-man? I’d like to take her out back and completely blow her away! I’d like to tell her how hurtful she is, how useless she is, how completely negative and draining she is. Then I would like to blow her head right off!
There IS another voice – the one that reminds me who I really am. The one that lets me feel joy from serving another, loving my grand-kids, accomplishing something hard, who forgives me my weaknesses and short-comings. I would like to see THAT girl more often. I would like to celebrate the good, the sunshine, the blessings, and my Savior, Jesus Christ. I would like to remember all the great times in the last 32 years of my life with David. I really want to be THAT girl! The one that finds happiness in the small things – rainbows, spring, the song of a bird, the flowers peeping through my garden beds, the smile of a good friend, the encouragement from a co-worker, the sticky kisses of my grand-kids……
I am a simple girl really. Just seeking a taste of perfection…..
I think most women have need of a hit-man….Let’s take out that ugly voice forever and be that OTHER girl – all the time! It is time to silence the negative FOREVER! It is time….